OMG! Haven't been updating. Sorry about that. Was VERY BUSY~
hahaha. Just came back from art practice lesson. So exhausted.
Mr ong taught me the conventional way of painting like those you
learn in some academy or something. haha. You'll have to paint the
base colour of the dark portions first, then touch up on it. It's kind of
time-consuming. But i guess it's quite effective. QUITE. hahahhas.
oh yeah, and i have to tell you what happened to me when i disappeared.
alright.. nothing much. Just studied and studied again. and oh! have you
been to the new mall called 'SOHO at Central'? It's nice. It's near/at
Clarke Quay. haha/. Went with Lydia after watching Pickle King (quite
an interesting drama). WOW! There are LOTS of CLOTHES. But on that
day i couldn't get anythign cuz i didn't bring money. Went with Mum the
next day and bought this blue dress. It's knee-length with some flower
pattern on it. REALLY NICE! ( yes, i know you're jealous) , a shirt, and
a bag which i have been bringing to school ever since. Yay! so happy!
blahblahblah./ and i finally got back my chinese results! My hands were
shaking when i was doing the math test before getting my results. And
Ms Tay told us to continue next week. OMG. i think my words were wavy
and crooked. and when i got to the conference room, i saw most people
already tearing away. After a while, found myself tearing too. Maybe cuz
of the stress and fear of getting a lousy grade. That atmosphere was
unforgettable. :
and so i got it back. An A2. Then i started crying all over again. Don't know
for what cuz i really thought i would get B4 or below and have to drop higher
chi but in the end, i didnt have to, so i was crying with relief and gratefulness
that God had led my way. But on the other hand, i was angry with myself for
not studyign hard enough for it. I remember saying that i don't care about cuz
it was quite hard to concentrate then partly cuz EOYS were over and the next
day, i was setting off to NewZealand already, so i kinda played most of the time.
And now, i regret. ARGHH! Sometimes, i hate myself for being complacent and
not getting my priorities straight. And this is what i get. But i think God wants
to alert me through this and thank God i got it! I will not slack as much
anymore, i'll work my .... head off!
AND then after that, we went to Discovery Center where i didnt discover
anything at all. -.- only that the popcorn there is SUPERB! ahha. I ate them
in spite of my ulcer. heh. ouch! IT's KILLING ME!
Then at night, went to Fairfield Methodist Church to watch a choir group sing.
It was sort of like a musical or something. Real nice too. :)
And touching cuz they are orphans from Taiwan. One girl was sharing with us
how she became an orphan and how God took care of her and her family. She
was crying at the same time. I wanted to cry too but didnt dare to. heh. I
am going to set up an orphanage just like that in future. It really touched my
heart. And the best part is that they dont even look like orphans. They were
all smiling and laughing. Besides their nice clothes, there's something different
from other orphans. It's the joy in them that is luminous and contagious.
The peace they have it them that brings peace in others. I appreciate it a lot.
I appreciate the fact that they are in such plight, however, still continue to
praise God for his grace. I feel really guilty always askign for things and
sometimes forgetting to thank God for what i already have. So from now on,
I will give thanks no matter what... <3 I LOVE YOU LORD!
